The days grow long,
how I wish it was night,
there's a comfort in darkness that light can't provide,
portraits of past regrets and new mistakes,
please stay if only for a moment,
there's so much I have to say,
I can't live with you in my way.
Keep dashing my head against the stone.
You're in my way, what am I supposed to do?
All you ever cared for was your fucking betterment, but what about me? You keep fucking digging this knife into me,
I don't care anymore,
this familiar pain is normal now.
for what will never come.